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Thursday, January 31, 2008
thursday(: blogg-ed at 9:45 PM
school was as usual; stress but fun.i kept on looking forward for school nwadays.i'm so focused in my studies&thats a very good sign.studies are consistent nw, so far so good.i just need to write back my lastyr's notes for all subjects&also brush up on my art sketches.commontest is coming but i just cant wait for CNY holidays.the plans are still pending among the family&relatives.its either going to be batam, kota tinggi or desaru.see hw it goes(:

i did go to NAFA openhse justnw.i was stunned by their fashion sense&also their paintings.i thought NAFA had only a few number of malays, but indeed i was wrong.they were everywhere.most of their artwork were fan-ta-bu-lous! nw i know my A2 didnt mean anything compared to their standard.i guess i cant go that far at NAFA if i were to pick that school for my first choice.i just want to stick to my choices of course in poly that is, masscomm or visual communication.maybe any media related-course&probably design.brother did tell me to opt for pschological studies.time will tell(:


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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
monday;the start of the wk(: blogg-ed at 12:11 AM
school was as usual.went to school with a foul mood but at the end of the day, i'm happy as always.fir's mum kept on updat-ing me with her feelings towards her pathetic son.ofcourse i dont really bother about him anymore coz it doesnt concern me.but being pampered with his mum some time before&treat-ing her as my own mum, i'll always be there&listen to her sorrows whenever she needs me.i really pitied her for having a son like fir.such a letdwn.

went study out with didi&zaty at yishun till 10.30pm justnw?ofcoz we spent most of our time gossi-ping rather than study-ing.gaga, its normal.most importantly, we had fun! haha(:

pics:


okeyy.the first pic was happy but the second one, didi was irritated.funny?yeahs, i know coz we've been laughing our ass out.hahaha!(:

till den.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
saturday&part of sunday; blogg-ed at 5:28 PM
flea market! woohooo! although it was bo-ring due to the fact that we only sold a few stuffs&nt much ppl actually came, i enjoyed spending my time with the friends.those laughter&silly-ness
we gathered, really made my day worthwhile.i reached hm with a contented feeling&tired of course.its been a long time since i managed to hangout with the friends w/o anyone forcing me to be hm by10 like hw that bastard did.i hate him&the mention of him makes me damn mad.darn u asshole! urrrgh.

basically, i just reached hm frm the neighbour's wedding.my stomach is full&i'll be meeting grand's as it is his b'day.last wk was my stepgranddad&this wk my real grandad.confused?nevermind.hoho.
didnt managed to go baby gaga's hse for the kenduri.last min matter cropped up.real sorry :(
religious class wasnt so bad.only that we get lectured frm those teachers.nt a big deal though.met mr latiff a the mosque.paisey man! gaga.
till den.
pics: (nt in order)i know its alot of pics&i'm so in love with my cybershot phone! gaga(:













Friday, January 25, 2008
the end; blogg-ed at 8:03 PM

i had enough!
i cant bear all this anymore.
i know its been 27mnths, but i have to let go.
i need to move on, so as nt to disappoint the rest.
no use crying and remenisce the past.
the outcomes will be the same, full of regrets.
nw i'd known your true colours, sucha motherfucka!
whatever it is, i wont give anymore chances.
calls had been rejected, i'm allergic to bullshit.
gdbye my lover, its history nw.
its nw over, between you&i.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
monday's+tuesday's, new beginning; blogg-ed at 8:36 PM
my yterday was spent with hubby at night.followed by chilling out with karim&zaty after hubby went off to takraw training.the day started well at school, time flied so fast.although i was tired&sleepy due to only sleeping for 3hrs, i didnt find school a drag.all hmwrks wasnt completed&luckily it wasnt suppose to be handup.
cca today was quite a drag but, we were more intact in using the computer.we were released early&yes, hw i wish cca will step dwn asap! urrrgh.

atlast, the relationship's tragedy has come to an end.i thought we wont be together again after those quarrels&will eventually be separated forever.i thought i was supposed to move on with my life w/o hubby by my side.i thought he wont call me up ever again after i've initialled the breakup.i thought i couldnt count on him anymore for happiness bcoz all this while i've been suffering hell.i thought he'll forget me&go to that whore.

but unexpectedly, he decide to meetup.he did admit his fault&wanting to start all over again.he explained everything&eventually need one more chance.i thought of nt giving him more chances as i was afraid of being taken advantage of.he swore he'll never hurt my feelings again&atfirst, i find his swore&promises bullshit! but after some thought, i decide to give him one last chance.i wont put high hopes on him anymore as i'm scared of getting hurt in future to come.but seriously, i depend on him for happiness.time will tell, i'll know some un-revealing secrets soon.i'm going to make him report everything, frm those little things to huge ones.i wont give him privacy for sure.he really took the space for granted.

hubby's going back to school for 6mnths starting frm nxt monday.he should have ended his course lazyr but due to his poor attendance, he failed.serve him right! gaga.going back to school meant that his ns will be deferred.yes ah! he'll be by my side till end of this yr.i'm glad.wooohoo!(:
heroes season2 will be launched at starworld later at9 o'clock.really looking forward, cant wait! gaga.
till den

credits to karim for capturing these pics while i'm colour-ing(: