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Thursday, December 31, 2009
gdbye 2009; blogg-ed at 3:38 AM
Oh well, after much thought on what to rant in th blog post. Sorry for not updating due to th fact that i was plain lazy, hell yes. Since 2010 is a day away, i shall summarised abt th memories in 2009, indeed it makes me a better person.Firstly, its my first time getting th experience of working to earn my own pocket money. &Oh my nets will never get empty during that period of time, unlike nw. Its also th time whre i found th colleagues of my own, it will never be bored working with them arnd. I still miss those times. Indeed i realised that working is quite a tough, boring thing to do. To earn money is far more difficult &tiring. So i guess i need to learn to cutdwn on spending &only buy th things that i need most. Nw, all i need to do is to focus more on earning a great GPA for myself. I dontwant to disappoint my parents &those arnd me. Putting me into poly is such a big sacrifice to their income. So long as i cn continue studying, i'll just will.
Secondly, i've gotten my disappointing Olvl's result. Although i get th opportunity to get into poly, i'm still unhappy due to th fact that i cant get into masscommunications. But heck, like what my mother always says: "Be thankful on what god has given to you, everything happens for a reason." On a brighter note, i get to meet new friends. Life would be different w/o even knwing them. I tend to be more appreciative in life nw, coz' you might never knw what will happen next. I regret in nt realising this earlier. As a result, i tend to take my grandmother's presence for granted. &nw she had already passed on 6mnths before, i wished i had spend more time with her when shes arnd. But it has happened, i hpe shes doing just fine,
Thirdly, i miss getting myself exposed to th outside world. Meeting new people regardless of genders, getting myself active in th cyberworld. But thankfully, i'm so over it all. Nt that i dontwant to make anymore new friends, ofcourse it will be loved. Its just that i decided to get closer to th ones i already knw &love th people who will always be thre. Dear friends &family in particular. I want to leave those unpleasant things behind, i want to start over.
Fourth, i experienced ayimbby's growth frm a boy to becoming a man. Its my first time having a boyf serving NS, i'm just glad that i could be thre to experience his enlistment &POP. Having to give him support nt to giveup easily &always be thre for him 24/7, i'm glad to be part of his life. Nt only that, being with him has increased my maturity level. I've changed, yes alot.
&Lastly, i found my only true love. Hes th one who makes me realised that i cn start to fall in love again w/o fear. Th past experiences was such a disaster, but he proves to me that nt all th guys are th same. His understanding, his loyalty &his honesty makes th feelings grow deeper. He never fails to put a smile on my face, he never complains his tiredness whenever i ask him to meet &on top of that, he never makes me feel lonely again. I really am thankful that he always makes me feel secure &never did he forget to cherish &love me more each day. Indeed i'm just proud to be his only.
Je taime, Muhammad Ibrahim Bin Jurahel !
2010 will be a much better year. Aiming a higher GPA, getting a part-time job, 1st yr anny with ayimbby+his 21st+my 18th, passing my BTT+FTT+TP, 1yr to his ORD, him passing class2+driving course, loving ayimbby more &more each day, understand ayimbby's situation better, us getting more &more closer+spending as much time as possible eventhough th hectic schedule, meeting th friends more. Th list goes on &on.
So, gdbye 2009! I'm burying those memories away.
Oh hello 2010, out with gfs &overnight with bby later.
xoxo~
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Hold my hand; blogg-ed at 10:51 PM
" We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. "
- Sam Keen
- Sam Keen
Oh bwoy! Its halfway through december &this is th first post for th mnth. Life's kind of hectic, what do you expect? With tests, silly arguments &outings, its all th same old routine everyday, nothing interesting either. Holidays are here, it would be such a bore as th time is needed to complete a total of 5projects. I'm sure i'm gonna enjoy this holiday, heck. I want to go swimming with bby again! I want to watch avatar &new moon! I want to shop for more things to junk in my closet! I want my hair to grow long so i could perm it! I want more &more outings! I want to go on a holiday! I want to play rollercoaster &merry-go-round! I want to dance like nobody's business! I want to lose tons of weight! I want to spend more time with bby all night long! I want to meet &catchup with th girls like sooner! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. Come quick wkends! Come quick christmas! Come quick brand new year! Oh well. Now i need to stop, seriously.
Okay. I guess this is th end of th post, nothing else to brag about. I'll update if there's an urgent to it. I'm plain lazy, thats my nature. Goodnight oh blogger;
le amo ayimbby! <3
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