alrights, 2more papers to go&thats it.CA1 over! its nt to be relieve yet, Olevel hasnt been taken.gahhh! physics was tricky&i'm so nt looking forward for chem this friday, be prepared for the worst.but i hope i pass overall, really.tomorrow is art theory paper, nothing to revise actually.gotta use the time for chem i suggest.


okey.i just reached hm frm the doctor's.he said i had skin irritations&thats why my face was reddish&itchy, to be specific.it was reddish since yterday but it became worst justnw&yes, i was disturbed by my dearest classmates.drunkard?sunburn?allergies?gaahhh!
i've got some pills&cream.a 2days mc was given too, for today&tomorrow.basically i went hm after the maths paper&yes, thnx for the effort girls.sorry to be a burden to u girls.

&&i didnt manage to meet darling today.gahhh! what a waste; diary, diary, diary! issshhk.gaga, imy la seyy.fir still call on me&hoped to be just friends.according to him, he still need my support&motivation.what the hell kn?see, what goes arnd comes arnd.serve him right la ehr? nw i have darling by my side&i know he'll shower me love&happiness.ily darling&like you said, i wont give in to his honeyed words ok?
4papers dwn, so far so gd.should i go to school tomorrow?thats the issue.i have mc&if i were to follow my heart, i wont go for sure! but daddy insisted me to go to school&treat this period like Olevel.once ure absent, there wont be any retakes.alright daddy, i'll go.no harm right?i'll take half day again then.

i've just applied the cream on my face&eaten the pills.i'm gonna take a long nap nw.once i'm awake, i'll readup my notes for tomorow's physics&malay test.till here.


alrytes.i've been mugging at night&writing some notes the past wk.tomorrow will be the start of exams&yes, i'm nervous.i just hoped the paper would be easy&my revision would help me to get atleast a pass.i'm nt really that prepared as i tend to slack, thnx to the lazy-ness&those moodswings.whatever it is, i should thank that very one prson who gave me useful advices.&yes, i was referring to u, haziq dearest(:

i had so much fun yterday.thnx for those treats, the beef lasagne&the movie.we planned to watch the ps.i love you but it was sold out&we then dcide on the sneak peak movie, the eye english version, on which jessica alba was the lead actress.basically it was based on the eye japanese movie but there were only some alterations made.we walked frm orchard to somerset to dhobyghaut to cthall&lastly, raffles place.of course there were pit-stops in btween.tiring?nahh . . . exhilirating :)
hw i wish the time would just stop when i'm with u, haziq.i wana read the diary&pls bring it on our nxt meeting.i'm curious.

that bastard did call on me again&yes, it was fir.giving excuses that he went m'sia to stay with the uncle&had already nothing to do with that girl.a friend of mine who went to the same school as him said he was attached with a girl living at kallang&i believe it was her.what a fool to still keep in touch with me when the fact is, he already had a hottie like her.is he having some split personality?oh god, since when did i say i'm still ur girl?move on la asshole.urrrgggh.
&i wont give in to u anymore my dear, so pls stop calling me! fuck.
my dearest haziq, dont u worry.i already make up my mind&i'm nt going to leave u.ure already a part of my life&i cant bear to lose u.so pls, have faith in me.

i'm having a break frm studying nw.the plan to visit the grand's was cancelled due to the fact that the family dcided to stay in for today.
till nw&imy bby!


okeyy.school was kinda stressful, especially during maths.it is due to the fact that i actually forgot most of the algebraic formulae, annoying i tell u! but after getting an explanation frm dearest teacher-in-charge, i slowly recall the steps.its nt that hard actually.
the girls&i were in a foul mood today, i dontknow why.maybe due to the tensions faced in school&personal life.but whatever it is, we're back to our normal self at the end of the day.giggles&laughters are made too.
there isnt any hmwrk but revisions must be done.it really is a must! 4more days till commontest&i'm nt that prepared.gahhh! i find myself getting tired easily&get fucked up w/o valid reasons.i tend to eat alot&my moods gone up&dwn, period.u could find me very crappy at one moment&get irritated at the other.i dontunderstand myself either.
i shall end here.
till next post;
&&ily;
okeyy.its been a decade since i last posted.i'm just plain lazy+school is a drag too.with lots of topics learnt in school, stressing my brain to the max.commontest is nxtwk&yet, i'm nt that prepared.will start mugging later tonight, i need no distractions pls.gahhhhhh!



basically, CNY was spent outdoors.with those friends&fam.frm north, south, east west: we went everywhere.i wont elaborate that much, i'm just tired.
i met the new friends along the way.&&that bastard wants me back.he even cried when we met yterday but i'm still confused.i did tell him that i didnt want to take the risk&i'm so over his honeyed words.but he promised nt to disappoint me ever again&will always be with me, giving me happiness i craved.but i decide to just lead my own life&will only consider him if theres changes made.actions speak louder than words.i'm just neutral nw&theres alot of fish out there, i just realised nw as i'm encountering it right nw.why wasting time on one?
valentines day is coming&i'm nt free this whole wk! gaga.
i guess i'll update sooner.i just have no time to update as i'm always tired after the whole day out+school nwadays is so draaaaagg! urrgh.

okeyy.yterday was spent at eastcoast&safra.planned to go out at 9am but it was dragged to 11am, thnx to the uncle! he woke up late&granny was kinda pissed, gaga.upon reaching, we set our tent&met up with the aunt's fam.alot of my mummy's side relatives were there, they told us to combine but mummy rejected as my aunt&grands frm daddy's side tagged along.she really had our welfare at heart(:

we ate, we cycled, we built sandcastles&we played with the water.gaga, it was crowded with ppl here&there.a public holiday, what to expect?the toilet was flooded with water too due to those inconsiderate ppl disposing their pads anyhw.it was dirty! i almost puked over the smell of the disguisting toilet.eeeewwww!
we pack up arnd 7&dcide to play bowl near there.butbut, it was crowded&uncle dcide to unpack his stuff at his crib first before heading to safra bowl at yishun.there, i saw melanie sweety.hoho.
the fam&i played only one game&i was ranked last.embarassing! gaga.
we then had our supper at rubina before heading heading hm.

i'm currently waiting for mummy to head hm frm a funeral&we'll proceed to granpa's hse after that or or just heading to any mall for shopping.gaga, till den folks(:
&&i hadnt had the time to do my assignments&revise my work.gahh!

school was bored.having seated in the school hall for narly a restless hour due to the CNY "great" concert&being unable to sell off our remaining shoes, it was frustrating.we decide to take one shoe back hm, each.we only managed to go hm at 10.30am after the final assembly.went eat at KFC before heading hm&ate mummy's spaghetti back hm.i'm fat! gahh.
okeyy, first post of the mnth(:
february is here&i'm glad i've pulled through january succesfully.its a heartwrecking mnth&its all over nw.my life is way better&i hope it will remain the same as time passed.i dont need a man to make it happen; with the friends&families by my side, i know my life wont be dull.instead, it will be full of laughter&happiness.i just love every single one of them.thanks for always being there, dearests.

my wkends was spent with the fam.the plan of watching a movie with a friend justnw was cancelled due to the fact that he hadnt transfer his pay frm the friend.gundu! but we decide to meet up on wed instead.nt only that, mummy told me to help grand's in moving back to their hse justnw.it was so so tiring.but getting 15bucks as a reward, the tired-ness do paid off.
daddy had gotten his bonus&as he promised, i get some money.i already bought some stuffs yterday at expo&causeway point.up next, my 1GB m2card.my phone is lagging somehw.i need it so badly!

i already did my hmwrk&wrote some ss notes.i'd browse through my chem file&did some TYS maths quest.i know its nt enough, i just had no time revising.i only had the time mugging at3 in the morning yterday.i'm tired nw, enough said.

gdnyte dear readers;