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Monday, March 31, 2008
wkends; tired blogg-ed at 10:15 PM
okeyy, recalling the wkends.basically, i woke up as early as 5am to study with sabi on sat.then at9am, i went for mendaki.at noon, i did some chores&even took some nap.i did accompany brother to marsiling&altered his jeans.hell, we waited for an hour&half for the 856 bus to head home but, to no avail! i told him to take whatever bus that arrived first&as usual, his subborn-ness get controlled over him.i planned to cab-bed home, that stingy brother of mine rejec-ted indeed.idiot! atlast, he gave in&we took 178 to wdlands interchange, or is it 168?gahhhh.it doesnt really matter nw.
i was supposed to meet fir that very night but he went to work at the last minute.we managed to meet at 3am in the morning though.i thought we really are settled over everything but, i was wrong.just when i thought things would be fine, problems kept crop-ping up, issshhhk!
i did went to civic justnw, the plan was to study.but we're just nt in the mood.we ate at KFC&walk-ed to admiralty.halfway, we decide to take 912&send zaty off to meet the babylove.it was when i saw fir cleaning up his bike under his void deck.i was told that he'll be working&indeed, he was there wiping off his bike.wtf?! he didnt even bother to call me up, i was so frustrated! nw i know i couldnt trust him, wait till he called me.i'm sure to wallop him! grrrrrrr.
i'm sorry haziq for cancell-ing the plan to ton.do inform me earlier if ure confirmed next time.
i did went to a marriage yterday.the food was superb! really.we walk-ed at tpmall too.theres alot of hunks i must say.but so what?it dont matter.
alryte nw, i'm gonna do my hmwrk.april starts tomorrow, gahhh! that is fast!
till here&a wk more to my birthday!
so what?gahhhh.
the pics with the baby(:
did slack right after eng asp, the above was the result of bore-dom(:
Friday, March 28, 2008
study!study!study! friendship. blogg-ed at 11:18 PM
okeyy nw, i've started some revision yterday.i hoped the method will work for me aye?
yterday i studied with sabi, at mac till late night.&justnw was with syha, at civic.siblings?gaga.i must say, they are such a great companion to be with.zaty&reen&haziq, when will be our turn?time is running out, gaga(:
so far school&life is much better, despite the fact that a pathetic moron will always ruin my day.sometimes i really detest him so much, i swear he'll die sooner.but at the same time, the past kept remeniscing&i'll missed the old him.gaaahhh, i know its impossible&i'm trying my best to erase the past.the surrounding change, people do too.i therefore need to plan ahead, so that i wont be lacking behind.all i need is to avoid him frm nw on, oh god! pls help me, make me a stronger prson.with O's nearing, i need to put all this aside.r'ships cn wait, grrrrrr.
theres ups&dwns in life, same goes for friendship.its normal for friends to argue/quarrel with one another, its just how you handle it&reconcile back together.every problem has a solution, it only takes time to settle the matter.its a waste to let the friendship goes dwn the drain, the memories we had will always remain.thus, one day we'll realize that we need someone we call a "friend", to share our stories of joy&sorrows.i cherish every single one of you&i hope things will get better btween all of us.all of us are stressed over school&stuff, i hope we wont be drifting apart.maybe i dont quite understand but, everything happens for a reason.i know things will get better, just relax&take it easy.
i'm off to sleep nw, i'll be heading to mac&study later at 4 in the morning.
gdnyte(:
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
school. blogg-ed at 11:20 PM
first of all, HAPPY B'DAY HAZIQ! may u be blessed with joy&laughter, best wishes.okeyy, school nwadays is getting better each day.with the classmates' jokes&etc, it does make my day.i'm planning to get started in revising my sec3&sec4 work, i'm tensed.april is near&i'm left with 6more mnths till O's, thats hw fast time flies.gahhh!
i'm planning to ton frm late night till early morning to catch up academically, one of these days.i got this idea frm my brother of mine, who used to follow this method when O is nearing.i just hope it shall work on me, with whom&to where is still pending.any ideas anyone?
eng is more fun nwadays&so is malay.maybe the methods of teaching is getting better each lesson.art is a drag&so is ss.despite all that, maths&physics is getting more confusing.with matrix&electric circuit, i'm doomed! chem&geog is OK, i'm catching up well.
i did watch "zoom hongkong" on suria justnw, hillarious i must say! huda&nurul really make a great duo.i just cant help myself by laughing out loud over their funny reactions&jokes.it was sad to know that was the last episode, i'm gonna miss them for sure.spore also won lebanon 2-0 justnw, incredible.congrats to the lions!
i realize that cyberworld has become such a bore&tv shows are becoming much more amusing.i guess i'm just gonna update the cyberworld if i have the time.school has taken up most of my time nwadays&i just cant wait till i'm done with this.i wanna go masscomm! grrrrr.
till here, i wanna hear muttons at midnight over the radio.gdnyte(:
Sunday, March 23, 2008
sport fest;gd friday wkends blogg-ed at 9:10 PM
gd friday's wkends went fine, thought of catching up academically but i didnt as expected.my time was spent outdoors all along.lets recap:
thursday was sportfest.we did win nothing as we competed with a tough class.still, i enjoyed playing all those games with lots of giggles&laughters made.i did hurt my thumb during soccer game&my muscles were aching the next day.i did lost my wallet though.gahhh! unlucky day i must say.the night was spent at expo with mum&indeed, i ate alot.
friday on the other hand, was spent at m'sia.it was packed with vehicles i must say.a public holiday, what to expect?bought groceries&etc at pndan market.i did eat alot too, frm chappati&roti canai&ice kachang.marvellous, i must say!
haziq dcide nt to disturb me again&i was sad ofcourse.i never ever want to lose a friend like him.if i could see it coming long before, i shouldnt agree in taking a step further.but what to do, its over&i should plan ahead, grrrrr.
i did get an unexpected call late night on friday&it was fir.i had a shock of my life.according to him, we're an item.but i didnt recall that i've given him the chance.
i went to grandpa's hse justnw.its been a while since i met him, kinda miss him&as usual, i get some money.gaga.
theres school tomorrow&i hadnt touch the hmwrk.will be doing my ezlinkcard tomorrow&buying new lens for the mnth&printer ink.i need to print more research for art&print some lyrics, gahhh.i need to buy a new wallet for goodness sake.
i'm done nw.till then;
thursday was sportfest.we did win nothing as we competed with a tough class.still, i enjoyed playing all those games with lots of giggles&laughters made.i did hurt my thumb during soccer game&my muscles were aching the next day.i did lost my wallet though.gahhh! unlucky day i must say.the night was spent at expo with mum&indeed, i ate alot.
friday on the other hand, was spent at m'sia.it was packed with vehicles i must say.a public holiday, what to expect?bought groceries&etc at pndan market.i did eat alot too, frm chappati&roti canai&ice kachang.marvellous, i must say!
haziq dcide nt to disturb me again&i was sad ofcourse.i never ever want to lose a friend like him.if i could see it coming long before, i shouldnt agree in taking a step further.but what to do, its over&i should plan ahead, grrrrr.
i did get an unexpected call late night on friday&it was fir.i had a shock of my life.according to him, we're an item.but i didnt recall that i've given him the chance.
sat was then spent with fir after mendaki&expo with the fam at nyte.fir planned to head town but it was raining&we just slack at his crib, more to void deck prhaps.he fetch me frm hm&we headed to yishun industrial park to get his stickers.did i mention he just bought a new bike?goddammit! i really hate it when hes having a bike, he'll go back to mixing arnd with those clowns.grrrrr! a friend joined us moments later&he brought some lunch frm mac.i wasnt having any quality time with him due to some reasons, i'm just going with the flow.
i'm confused on what r'ship are we having right nw.his mum did mention that he is still having an affair with that girl but when asked, he denied&said he already left her behind.i just dont get it, i didnt know what is actually going through his mind.i'm just tired, i had enough.no more tears, no more pain, no more games;i'm over it all.it doesnt really matter nw, i'm neutral.everything happens for a reason&i believe in karma.i'm hating him day by day, no use having him arnd anyway.
i went to grandpa's hse justnw.its been a while since i met him, kinda miss him&as usual, i get some money.gaga.
theres school tomorrow&i hadnt touch the hmwrk.will be doing my ezlinkcard tomorrow&buying new lens for the mnth&printer ink.i need to print more research for art&print some lyrics, gahhh.i need to buy a new wallet for goodness sake.
i'm done nw.till then;
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
a mnth; selfish dcision; school/ blogg-ed at 7:52 PM
19032008; it should mark our 1st mnth.but, i did make a selfish dcision that is to put the r'ship on hold.maybe i didnt think it thoroughly, hw cn i ended it on the day before the anny?thats selfish! yes i was stressed up, my mind was in a mess&all i think about is supposed to be for my own gd.i need a free mind&a free soul, when did i ever became a self-centered prson?goddammit! i did think that having a r'ship is a waste of time&i need to put all my focus just in my studies.i also feel haziq&me just didnt have things in common.we're like world's apart, its just hard to explain.i thought i already know everything about him as we were such closefriends before but, i was wrong.all i cn say is that, i'm under a whole lot of pressure&i just think too much.we're new in this r'ship&i should have given some time to adjust, know more about eachother's interests&character.it takes time to know someone&patience is the key.the thing is, i dont have any patience in me&i just want things instantly.im trying to settle dwn, i need the time to stop moving, gaaah.
i'm sorry&thanks for understanding me.call me a fool or whatever, i deserve it anyway.
school was kinda quiet, only 24 turn up.we've gotten the clastee&all i could say is that, fcuk that teeshirtman! he did make plenty of errors&the teacher-in-charge didnt get the classtee, darnn! tomorrow is sportfest&i find it a drag.i need to wakeup early as early as 4.30 i supposed, gahhhh.but i get to participate in soccer, floorball&badminton.hahaha! i'm excited&at the same time, nervous.i'm just scared i'll be like a fool playing those games.i did practice soccer yterday&i got hit by the ball upteen times.it was hard ball btw&ofcourse it aches.i just hope we'll be having lots of fun&laughter, cant wait! gaga.
we did cleanup the classrm justnw&update the noticeboard.we even browse those neoprints we took 3yrs back.its damn hillarious i tell you! those nerdy attitude&retarded-ness in us, gaga.a lot of funny things happen too, frm nina wearing her lover's pants, reen&sabi taking those "lelong stuffs", i laughed till my jaws hurt.i'm glad that i have silly friends yet all of them are wonderful indeed.that includes zaty&syha too ok?nt forgetting the classmates who make my day w/o fail.&&the list just goes on&on.i appreciate their appearance&cherish the whole bunch of them.
till then, i'm tired.
picture of the day: haaha.
Monday, March 17, 2008
wkends+start of term two. blogg-ed at 9:30 PM
first of all; thnx dear for the movie treat&get well soon nek nuri!wkends was spent wisely wit darling on sat&fam on sunday.
basically, we went twn to catch horton&i must say, the movie was hillarious.with childrens' laughter&all, the surrounding was super amazing.as per usual, we walked frm orchard to dhobyghaut&that is where we take the train to clake quay.the night was spent there.
yterday, went to NUH&visit nek nuri.she got involved in an accident with a truck&she was badly hurt.entering the operation theatre time&again, it was scary! only god knows how the pain was, i felt sorry for her.
i wasnt in the mood for school justnw due to some pathetic goddamn reasons.but the badminton tournament did revive the mood though.we lost to 5n1 so badly, sorry didi.i was nervous&idky.i'm sucha dumb, didnt manage to defend properly.gaaahhh!
the stress for O's suddenly appeared in my mind&i should have started preparing notes for some subjects.but still, i hadnt had the time, i've been wasting time outdoors during the holidays&hell yeahs,i need to manage my time properly frm nw on.i shall just freeze my frenster, myspace, msn&blogger accnt.but cn i?thats the issue.
ok then, i wana watch my chinese show&yes, i wana watch maroon5 live! gaaaaahhhhhh.
Friday, March 14, 2008
MAROON 5; blogg-ed at 1:15 PM
isnt adam just hot?goshh!
75bucks for the cheapest tickets kinda nt worth it.
its nt as if we'll get the upclose right?
still, i've submit a number of entries to win the meet&greet session.
plsplspls let me win&go meet them live!
gaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.
I'M DESPERATE!
♥
random holidays; blogg-ed at 12:50 PM
sorry for the MIA season.its due to the fact that i'm in a holiday mood&just couldnt find a time to sit dwn in front of the computer&update about almost everything, it would be just plain boring.so wth?! monday wil be the start of term2&i've nt been a gdgirl in revising my work during the holidays.frm chalet to visiting the relatives to doing workouts at the gym&more window-shopping everyday, really kept me busy.i've been sleeping long hours too since the start of holidays, all thanks to the cold&rainy season we encountered the past few days.i'll be sick for sure due to the fact that i've been playing wit the rains, one after another.
despite all that, 3/4 of my assignments are complete&i'll be finishing the remaining by end of today.wkends are occupied though.&imy bby, i'm just glad sat is just 24hrs away(:
&&yes, 6more days till the 1stmnthanny!
ily haziq, &thnx for updating the previous post.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Blog Sharing ; Haziq&Atiqa blogg-ed at 3:56 PM
It's been a long time since atiqa posted on her blog due to the fact that she's currently busy with schoolwork and stuffs. So, on behalf of her, i'm taking over for the time being. I'm kinda new to this blogging thingy cos i used to write on a diary which is called the "The Newpaper Diary"; u know i know ehr syng ? huhu~ Life for us is great as we tend to love each other more&more each day. I've been missing my dear so0 much cos i've been working the whole week to earn money and pay my bills. I hope u understand dear. Nevertheless, i will always kip in touch with you kay dear?
Dear, i love u so0 much! Only g0d knows how much i love u and how i feel bout u. U're part of my life now and i won't regret having u cos i waited for 3 yrs and finally on 190208; ure mine! It's like a phenomenon for me cos i really didn't expect us frm fren to closest fren and finally in a r'ship. But i really am happy being with you. All those years i waited for u really is worth. Thanks for having faith in me and i promise that i won't leave u dear.
Talking about promises, we don't really know wat future holds rite ? That's why i don't really like making promises to someone but u're an exception! I dare make promises to you cos i really love u alot. I wanna be with you 4eva. If i do break the promises, u can curse me till death.
Till here; i love you atiqa!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
more result; wednesday blogg-ed at 6:50 PM
okeyy.i failed my combined humanities, as expected.a just pass for eng&a b3 for art, grrrrr.school was crazy nwadays, the classmates keeps on giving me laughter over their crappology.i laughed till my jaws hurt.we had a new seating arrangement&unfortunately, i've gotten myself 3"wonderful"groupmates, darngg! they are quite geeky&boring.i did exchange my seat though w/o teacher's approval.but he didnt utter a word justnw&i assume he give the green light! wheee~
i did meet darling yterday after track&field.i just love you laa bby.thnx for bear-ing my attitude ok dear?i know i cn be a pain in the ass.thnx for always be there through the obstacles in life.to know you for 3yrs nw&to be with you atlast, is already quite a miracle.whatever it is, i'm just fortunate to have you in my life.
i did watch dvds justnw.i'm almost through watching stepup2 when it stuck halfway, dammit! but those dance steps was fantastic! i then continued watching a dvd but it was ps.i love you.it was so so sweet, hw the hero planned everything to surprise his lovely wife on her bday through letters&poems.i was touched&even cried myself out.
nwadays, my appetite was so great! i tend to eat alot&i duno why.maybe i'm so over the moon to falling in love! gaga.till here, i need to finish up my compo which was supposed to due last monday.
p.s, i love you haziq!(:
Monday, March 3, 2008
result; random blogg-ed at 6:46 PM
okeyy.school was crapp! i've gotten my commontest results&it was kinda sucky.i did studied geog&what i get was a pathetic 10 out of 25! gahhhh.irrelevant?whatever.a b3 for Emaths&c5 for science.eng&ss&art are still on hold, grrrrrr.
7more mnths to buckup.a wk of march holidays shall be the time for catching up lastyr's syllabus, urrrghhh.&&i wont elaborate further coz it'll only add to more anger, gaaaahhh!
malay handout's done&will be doing compo later.i did borrow some books at the library justnw.will read it if have the leisure time.
till here;
&&i did amend some changes, guguggaga(:
Sunday, March 2, 2008
march, wkends; blogg-ed at 11:02 PM
alrights.the first post of the mnth, cool-ness!(:commontest over; i did get my malay paper&i got a B4.pathetic?i know, gahhh! more results will be revealed this coming wk, tomorow to be exact.i'm nervous, what if i did badly?urrrghh, ridiculous.
i just came back frm jb&yes, i did go to a wedding at lagun sari in the afternoon.the food was fabulous! especially the goreng pisang ala america.i did take a few rounds, yummmyy!
yterday's outing was fantastic! i did enjoy the meeting ok darling?we went to vivocity for window-shopping&thanks for the time dear, ily bby
okey then, i'm gonna try to do eng compo.&then, off to sleep.
gdnight, human beings;
