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love is a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
&oh, i'm totally crazy in love!
first day of school was awesomely fun, plenty of catching up to do with th schoolmates.new timetable&new teachers, it will be a great semester ahead.a few more mnths to prelim+Olevel, 2more mnths to be exact; thats hw time flies.malay oral will start this thursday, i'm effing nervous.i'm afraid that i'll kept silence once th quest is being asked, i'm scared of conversation to be specific.th exam's atmosphere+those frightening teachers, i hope i cn pull through.afterall, oral is easy to score&i'm talkative.insya'allah, everything will be alright. ☺
holiday's over, its time to get my head in th study mode.2wks of slacking&enjoying a hell lot outta me, i must put all that aside nw.i'm lazy to update my life on cyber, its nt that exciting either.i did spend quality time with hubby during th holidays, accompanying him here&there.i'll miss him for sure when th time comes.oh god, must he really go?grrrr. th family bonding is much closer nw with outings here&there, especially to jb.my two saturdays was spent there, believe it or nt.my stomach was filled with western food during th holidays too, i'm fatter nw.oh yes!
i've done my daily schedule for th next few mnths, nt much time to lose. i want to continue on my chem notes nw, i'm off. 2movies dwn, 4more movies to go.will head to th cinema this friday, woohooo! ☻
Thursday, June 19, 2008
boyf; blogg-ed at 12:48 PM
I miss you son of a b*tch☺
Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
It's who I am, it's what I do
And I was gonna lay it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it's not coming easily)
Whoah oh!
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
Read some Byron, Shelly and Keats
Recited it over a Hip-Hop beat
I'm having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time booked
But I couldn't find a killer hook
Now you've gone & raised the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you!
I'm getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyperbole to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
That's all I got to say,
Can't think of a better way,
And that's all I've got to say,
I love you, is that okay?
♥♥
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Oh love;random blogg-ed at 3:41 PM
Oh love;
why'd you keep on being a nuisance?
th past was already a history,
i still need you in my life.
time is precious nw,
i need you on every occasion.
2more wks with you,
i'm gonna cherish them all.
you'll be off serving th nation,
while i'm right here waiting.
i know we're able to meet every wk,
but it won't be enough anyway.
On top of that,
don't you worry.
i'm gonna wait for your call,
i won't be fooling arnd.
i'll study real hard,
fulfilling my dream.
&i swear,
i'm gonna miss you more.
♥
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
bye-bye blogg-ed at 2:32 PM
i've nt being keeping in touch with music nwadays.th songs in my itunes library are outdated&its left abandoned.atlast, i have th free time at hm to dwnload new songs.mainly bcoz i'm just tired to go out&i was needed to stay hm as my brother did head to school w/o bringing th hse keys, so pathetic?but who cares, i'm hm alone nw&i could freely do anything i want.with th blasting loud stereo on, hw cool is that? life is much better nw, th family had outings every nw&then.i'm nt sure if th KL trip is still on, but we've been out shopping th past wkends.GSS is nw on&of course, shopshopshop till you drop! ☺
revisions are yet to start, i'm still in a holiday mode.i know i must be on track by hook or by crook, by nxtwk.no time to lose, i guess.i was browsing through mariah's lyrics&i must say, this phrase caught my attention;
I never knew i can hurt like this,
and everyday life rolls on.
I wish i can talk to you for a while,
miss you but not to cry.
As time goes bye.
Just lift your head to the sky,
cause we will never say;
bye-bye.
it is extracted from her latest "byebye" song.its dedicated to those who had lost someone special in their life recently.although it hurts to forget that loved ones, life must still go on.it has groovy beat too, such a catchy song.
i'm out nw;
adious.
Friday, June 6, 2008
eastcoast trip; blogg-ed at 9:24 PM
alright.yterday was an outing to eastcoast specially with zaty.we just slacked&we lost our way most of th time.but overall, it was such a fun outing&we should do this more often aye? we also went on a school trip justnw to eastcoast, labrador park&changi beach.it was interesting, th places really have a beautiful scenery.it was suitable for relaxing&enjoying a romantic breeze by th sea.i shall go there more often, i guess.☺ i've been thinking abt th bestboyf, haziq, lately.hes been treating me good, i feel guilty.i hope ure coping well in life aye?i'm looking forward for th nxt outing, movie marathon right?woohoo! i'm sorry for nt being there th past few days, i'm worried over my hp bill.u know u could call me up anytime ok?☺ &i've been slacking alot for th past few days.it is nw time to get started for revisions.i'll be heading to civic tomorrow, maybe.i must attend to a b'day party beforehand too, so many plans.grrrr.
till then;
complicated/hubby. blogg-ed at 8:40 PM
" what if that special someone said he's given up,
nt only in life but in th r'ship too?
what if u know that he's facing a major problem,
but u cant do anything except watching him fall? "
thats exactly hw i feel right nw.i know hes facing plenty of problems, paying bills&fines&bike.he already planned to pay all this before he serve NS&nw, most of th time he work so hard.but after receiving a letter stating hes booking in nxt mnth, things are getting more&more complicated.i wish i could help but, what cn i do?i have my own problems to settle for.to hear that he had lost faith in life&bored in having a r'ship, i'm shocked.if he was bored with me arnd, why did he kept holding me back?due to love&kept on thinking abt me?i was touched to hear that.wth?!
work, sleep, work, sleep; thats his life right nw.he prefer to go jb with th friends rather than spending time with me.reason?to top-up th petrol late at night, he dont wana be a burden to me.and, he prefers sleeping rather than going out with me during his leisure time.might as well we end th r'ship?why bother having someone who just dont have th time to spare?why bother having someone who only cared abt his own feelings?i'll be said crap-ping whenever i jump into th conclusion of breaking up, i just dont get it.what is he thinking?!
he did say he no longer trust me fully, over god knows what.even myself dont trust him that much.i think thats one of th reason that makes our r'ship fell apart.we're trying our best in regaining th trusts, we need time.
but look on a brighter note, hes been calling more often&hes there to spend some time.eventhough he complaint that i cn be such a nag&its a drag to report to me everytime, he actually heed whatever i say.hopefully things will get better coz if nt, i wont hesitate to fight for my right.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
bored;hubby blogg-ed at 10:14 PM
i'm bored nw.school was such a bore;life's kinda boring too, with th same old routine everyday.i hadnt had th time to have my own revision.a few mnths left, i'm stress.&i'm easily tired nwadays, any supplement for me?grrrr.i've been accompanying mother to everywhere for th past few wks, she just have all th time in th world.shes nt working&so, to window-shop everyday is a must.interesting yet tiring, i must say.
physics practical for 2hrs tomorrow, uncolourful.friday will be off to eastcoast park for a geog intensive, i'm plain lazy.i need a break......... away frm school&books, sexy cn i?
i hope th jb plan nxtwk is still on&also th KL trip.i cant stand s'pore anymore, th same chilling places everytime, humid weather here&there.IRs&marina&jurong, develop faster cncn?gahh/.i need entertainment!
i had an unnecessary tiff with hubby.it all started when i decided nt to meet him yterday, i know i'm an egoist&i just cant help it.i was outside with mother&hubby had a lastminute-planned outing for both of us.i cant possibly leave mother alone?wheres ur brain my dear?u accused me for god-knows-what reason&even blamed me for nt telling u earlier.for goodness sake, hw am i supposed to know that ure nt working?wheres ur initiative?i admit it was partly my fault, ur calls&msges were left ignored.u should know my reasons better, i dont like to be disturbed when i'm out.3yrs of knowing me, dont u recall at all?&nw, its ur turn to ignore me.when will all these just end?i'm tired, tired of arguing&misunderstood.when i saw u passing by while i'm walking to school, i was crushed.i know u didnt realise i was there, ure already late for work.i just hope we'll clashed onto one another again, indeed it never happen.i miss you!
" I remember way back way back when,
i said i never wanna see your face again.
Cause you were loving yes you're loving somebody else,
&i knew oh yes i knew i couldnt control myself.
And now they bring you back into my life again,
&so i put on a face just like your friend's.
But i think you know oh yes you know whats going on,
cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong. "
sometimes i'm just confused over what i'm thinking.i know hubby's whereabouts&all but, its hard for me to trust him.i know i tend to say i dont love him but th fact is, i love him deep.i know i'll act rash towards him&tend to ignore him at times but truth is, i cared too much.i'm sarcastic most of th time, telling him to find another girl if hes unhappy.i treated him like crap, i must admit that.blame him for cheating on me th previous time;blame him for lying&giving me false hopes all th time.he deserve it anyway, he should think th consequences before deciding.pathetic moron, grrrr.
but look at th bright side.i have friends&th fam who never fail to cheer me up.mainly haziq, thanks for always being there.my schedule will be occupied nwadays, i wont depend on hubby that much for happiness.till next time;
more pics. blogg-ed at 10:00 PM
Monday, June 2, 2008
CLICKFIVE! 01062008 (: blogg-ed at 1:17 PM
" ben robbed my heart yterday,
he was superbly cute.
overall th concert was such a blast,
although some of th song i'm nt familiar with. "
woohooo! th crowd was just crazy.met up with haziq at cthall arnd5+&window-shopped.we then cab-bed dwn to indoor stadium for th CLICK5 concert.at first, there isnt much ppl.but as th time passed, th theatre was full! we didnt manage to get th poster as we're some kind of late, such a waste.th show started 15mins late&ended late too. ben was such a hottie! he was awesomely rocking freaking cute! still, kyle was th bomb among most of th girls.it was total mad-ness, jumping up&dwn.i really had a fcuking bestest time in my life, thankyou haziq for this wonderful treat! ☺ i managed to capture some videos/pics.it was unclear due to my lacking 3.2mp phone+th bright lightings here&there, grrrr.i'm nt a professional photographer anyway. still, its better than nothing.click5 really looked&sounded better in live! ☻ more pics&videos coming up.i'm going out to slack. ☺