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Monday, July 21, 2008
done. blogg-ed at 3:36 PM
i'm nt going to update this blog any sooner.i'll be back in time to come.
with love;
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
dear fir; blogg-ed at 6:30 PM
you're th cherry on top of a bday cake,
you know i can't possibly live a day w/o you.
you just wouldn't know what will happen tomorrow,
you can count on me to make you go through today.
♥♥
my internet connection is back! should i be happy? my life isn't interesting either&cyber world could be such a bore sometimes.school&revisions keep me occupied nwadays, i cant possibly sit dwn infront of th screen&going to websites that couldn't benefit me at all.but be optimistic, atleast i could dwnload new songs.i had enough hearing th same old songs over&over again, its time for a change.
i'm going through th same routine continuously everyday.school&hmwrk&revision&television, that's what i normally do every single day w/o fail.and ofcourse, eating&sleeping is necessary to one's survival.should i mention that in th first place?oh well.
exceptions on wkends or any other time when i decide there's a need to time-out, i tend to having fun.that is when i'll go out to shop or just hanging-out.th boy is my main priority nw, i dontknow why but i feel i've been neglecting him much.if nt for my neglections, he won't mix arnd with those monkeys again.but it's already happened, i'm nw helping him to avoid them period.i wouldn't want him to be influenced by them, i'll only have myself to blame if that were to happen.
whatever it is, i have faith in him.i know he won't repeat his mistakes, i trust him.i know i'm an egoist&wants everything to just follow my way, i know i tend to rake up th past&eventually piss him off.but, i did all that because i care.i cared too much that it makes me over-reacting.i know this somehow hurt his feelings&indeed i should spare some thought for him, i'll improve on that for sure.all i want nw is to have a perfect fairytale r'ship with happy endings etc.i know there'll be hiccups every nw&then, i hope we cn still pull through together.3yrs of knowing him&still standing strong in this r'ship that we built together way back in time, did broke up for a couple of times&get separated quite a few, my love for him is still burning.i'm just glad to have him be a part of my life.
i'm done.
Monday, July 7, 2008
MIA. blogg-ed at 6:58 PM
" I wish th time could just stop,
whenever i'm with you.
Cause i never could imagine,
what you'll be doing behind my back. "
its july nw, this is th first post&its been a long long time since th last update.reason?th internet connection on my PC had breakdwn, due to th freaking virus-es.i'm using th bro's lappy for a random update.
recently i'm having ups&dwns, all thanks to th boy.i hadnt had any clues on whats going through his mind, filled with crappy notorious amusingly irritating IQ.i wish i could just scan his mind&know what's actually on his god damn brain.he's been acting real weird lately+his jokes are ridiculously insane.he's been hanging arnd with th bunch of monkeys again, with plenty of leisure round th clock.i'm starting to sense that he would follow th old footsteps back again, lying&be a good-for-nothing.oh god, dont make history repeat itself ever.i dont deserve all that shit.its annoying! pls show some mercy.&i'll make sure he won't just slip away, i'll control him w/o fail.i don't care!
rumours of him are starting to spread among my family+th aunt's, i dontknow which side to believe.compared to his side of th story, both are making real sense.i'm clueless! pls reveal th truth.
Olevel malay oral was a disaster, th topic was easy but i didnt actually elaborate that much.even if i did, i dont think it makes any sense.i'll just leave it to fate, i already did my best.its already over, nothing can be done.
school makes me panic, Olevel is drawing near.plenty of revisions to do, i'm glad chem&physics notes are all ready.i'd compiled my geog&ss notes, i'm left to rewrite some of th chapters.art coursework are done except for th canvas, i'm yet to start sketching.as for maths, i've been doing th ten-yr series w/o fail.so many things to do, yet so little time.
despite th busy schedule on wkdays&a lil' on wkends, th wkends are usually much more splendid.i did manage to spend some quality time outdoors with th fam, relatives&hubby too.i've been rushing here&there for time, i hope i could just pull through it all.
&i'm done here, i'll update once my PC are repaired.