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Thursday, August 28, 2008
despair/. blogg-ed at 4:52 PM
straight or frizzy; u decide.
&atlast, prelims are over.nt to relieve yet, O's coming real soon.but hey, this wkends to take a break is really a gd idea.my mind need some time to rest too, right?after all th stress i'm in&th r'ship in haywire, i totally need a breather.
we managed to have a heart-to-heart conversation yterday.still, i feel insecured.everything look so fine but, it isnt perfect.i know r'ships tend to have their own ups&dwns, ours is going dwn th drain.promises are made to fulfill, nt to break them all.you know it feel so hurt when you tend to promise you're going to change&make th r'ship much more better but in th end, its just an empty promise.when a break is being asked, you'll say that every problem has a solution&you just cant let me go.
"Give me some time;everything will be just fine, pls dear."
your favourite line of all.for hw long must i hold on?you're driving me insane, time is running out fast.despite all that, you just know hw to make me feel better.eventhough you get on my nerve&make me cry in my sleep sometimes, th truth dont lie;my love for you is profound.
maybe i doubt too much in our r'ship, maybe i'm just too over-reacting.like you said, i have no confidence on what i do.for th first time, you're actually right.i'm setting this aside, its up to you to decide.i dont mind losing you, but i wont get over you easily.i just hope for th best.
&i wonder why do ppl change in a blink of an eye?i miss th times spent on th previous wk&nw, no news are being updated.is serving ns take most of your time?oh well;you're just some kind of passerby.i did visit th saloon last tues&yes, i rebonded my hair.i'm already gaining weight but who cares?fasting mnth will start soon&this is a great opportunity to slimdwn.
i'm done here.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
exhausted/. blogg-ed at 7:27 PM
i'm exhausted; i need to get this done&over with.
its been ages since i touched this blog of mine.its nt that i want to abandon th blog, its just that school has been keeping me occupied.with prelims going on nw&O's coming in a few mnths time, theres no possibilities that i could put a side some time to update.but god knows what am i thinking right nw, i just have th urge to update.maybe because i felt sad browsing through this empty blog of mine.oh well; to those who want to know what i'm going through right nw, scroll dwn.warning: its nt interesting, so dont bother.
whre should i start?lets start with school.prelims are going on right nw, i've been mugging for long hours nwadays.its nt that i'm rushing for time or am totally unprepared, i do believe that last-minute revision do help sometimes.
for malay Olevel result, it was disasterous.getting a C for malay, its like failing th subject.there goes th whole lifetime of malay education, why th hell did i get a C?th least grade i ever get was a B&ofcourse, those arnd me were shock also.i'm utterly disappointed, th paper was indeed easy.oh god! am i over-confidence?or is th pressure too hard for me to handle?i did quarrel with th bwoy th day before, is that th reason?i'm bewildered.ofcourse i'm retaking at th end of th yr, i need to buck up! grrr.
2more wks to fasting mnth.followed by hari raya th mnth after&Olevel start 2wks after; thats hw fast time flies.time is precious, i need to seize every moment of it.with god's willing, i aimed 15points for L1R5&hope to get into a jc.my long-life dream is to get a degree&if i go to a polytechnic, theres a lower possibility that i enter a university.so i already made up my mind to go to a jc but no use deciding it nw like what my mother used to say; "no use telling urself that u want to be successful&go somewhere but no efforts are being made."..i need th good grades&i'm really working hard on it.god is really fair.i know my hard work will pay off&also, he'll answer my prayers.
i managed to settle things with th bwoy after that huge argument but i doubt th r'ship could last any longer.i'm trying nt to depend on him&studies is ofcourse my main priority.he agreed that we'll only meet once a wk.afterall, most of my time is occupied on my studies&for him, his work come first.as long as he never start fooling arnd&give me any major problems that could give a huge impact on my grades, i'm fine with it.we'll be turning 34mnths in 4days' time, its real fast.
i'm done here.i need to mug for physics tomorrow&luckily, i did practice some maths justnw.maths paper1&physics paper2 tomorrow, wish me luck.